Nineteen years old. New York. I'm a walking bad habit but I'm trying my hardest to be the best I can.
i dont want to spend the night alone. its hard to after being with someone every single day for a year and a half. im lonely and ive been letting my loneliness make decisions that are not concious of my morals. i am not a slut by any means but i do love sex, who doesnt. recently i feel like ive been looking for love in just about anyone because i forget how it is to be completely independent. ive been hooking up with 4 different guys but i honestly dont know if any of them are what i actually desire or what im using to fill this void. being single is amazing, it gives you the opportunity to really discover yourself as an individual. i just need to accept what is, its the only way to overcome this loneliness.
